February 24, 2009

Missing my Star~~

Yesterday afternoon I began to terribly miss my Star (bf's name)... all days we spent together during my last trip in China came to my mind... although we didn't do anything special, well, yes, we spent few days in one of the best hotel in Shanghai (Hyatt). But what I most enjoyed were days that we stayed at home together doing Nothing. They were warm, calm and happy moments. Things that you married people are having everyday with your hubby is what I miss most: doing groceries together, watching TV together, cook together, dinner together. They're the most normal things in daily life, but I crave it terribly!!! oh.... God!!! How much happiness am I giving up doing this Ph.D?
Sorry, I know I'm not being myself.... I just need to take out what's inside me and there's no better place to do than here. Okay. let me end up this talk with a lovely photo of me and my hubby!!!now, back to yesterday' eats. Breakfast was another bowl of oat bran, 1/2 cup oat bran, 1/2 cup almond milk, 2 tbsp egg white, vanilla/cinnamon and 1/2 cup frozen blueberries.It was delicious!
Started working at 9am and had a break to have snack. Guess what I had? Mundies and goji chocolate muffins.They taste even better today!!!
Lunch came late (1.30pm): eel cooked with green onions, ginger and soy sauce. (I had to look on the dictionary to find its name).Sauteed bok choy and soy bean sprouts.Together with rice.Eel is a snake fish that is daily eats in China, I had it during my last trip and liked it. And as it's a very good source of nutrients and iron, I will have it more often.
Worked more and had snack late (6pm): a small fuji apple, AB and TrueDelight bar.Obviously the big and late snack ruined my appetite for dinner, so something simple: sauteed chinese mustard, sauteed sprouts, 1/2 steamed corn and small bowl of black rice porridge.And lastly, 1/4 cup of fage with cinnamon.Then, I went to bed and continued missing my hubby! That was an emotional day!

Question: Have you found The One? How did you know that he is The One?


VeggieGirl said...

Aww hang in there!! Hope you'll see him soon!!

A Toronto girl out West said...

:o( You'll see him soon . . . and then what a reunion it will be!

As for me, I found the one several years ago. He's currently my boyfriend and soon to be fiance (the ring is bought - he just has to ask).

I don't know how I knew. I just know that I did. I knew the very first time I met him and I'd never had that happen before! :o) 'Twas special!!!

Meg said...

You will see him soon! Hang in there!

I wish I could have some of that bok choy and bean sprouts! Those are 2 of my faves!

A full package of cake mix makes about 24 cupcakes. It doesn't take long at all to prepare the mix and it only takes 15-18 minutes to bake if you can bake all 24 at once. You could also just use half the cake mix and ingredients and make 12.

Krista said...

I feel badly that you are so far from your man! :(

Hopefully there will be a way that you can be together soon!!

Jen (Running with Food) said...

You + your sweetie are adorable together! Hang in there, girl! This will all be worth it in the long run!!

Yes, I am lucky to have my one + only ... he's amazing! ;)

Simple and Divine said...

I haven't found him yet :(


lesley said...

That would be very hard!! :( I can't begin to understand, but I can only imagine. I hope you get to see him soon, too ... and just think of how extra special and great it will be when you ARE together! (easier said than done at times, I'm sure ... )

I just kinda knew he was the one. Since first meeting him, he was different than all the other guys I had ever met. I'd always prayed for "the one", and I just really felt like this was from God and that it was right ... turns out we both felt that way and now here we are : )

That is SUCH a cute picture of you guys, btw!

TheBoyfriend1124 said...

Dear, we just seperated less than one month, But it seems has passed very long time.
I was moved by your words and I also be a little worry about you.
I would try to visit you soon.
Have a nice day, dear!!

Becca said...

I'm sorry your missing your boy! I hope you two see each other soon!

Maggie said...

oh honey :( you two will be together soon. i remember how hard it was to be so far away from bobby. he's my "one". i know he's my one because i just get so happy when i'm around him, and he is so loving. same as toronto girl - the ring is bought, he just has to ask (hopefully soon!).

Annie said...

you guys are soo cute together!!

Anonymous said...

Awwh! I'm so glad you were so honest in this post! It's gotta be SO tough being away from your love pie. I love hearing how much you love him. You can always dish to us girl.
You're right, you are giving up a lot...but it might be worth it in the long haul! What kind of job do you want to have? I can't remember if you've told me this already.
That picture is cute. Your man is really nice to look at! :)
You know I've found my man! I don't know how I knew...but it only took a year. I couldn't imagine being with another person.

Pearl said...

that is such a gorgeous picture of you two, really!

i don't think i've found the one yet... i don't even know if there is "the one" for me.

Anonymous said...

I know what you mean about missing the simple things in life. It's daily, but it's one of the most important things that we can't give up. I'm lucky to have found my husband. He's such a wonderful guy. Everyday that he's at work I'm always so impatient for him to get home. I just knew he was the right person for me because he understands better than anyone I'll ever know and I can't live without him.

Anonymous said...

Hi dear! Don't forget about your award!! you totally deserve it so you need to take it from me and decorate your super creative blog!!!

Hmmm so is your boyfriend a bf or....a husband??

Sharon said...

Awh, you two are soo cute together. Hang in there!!!!!!!

Juliet said...

Yay! I love the picture of you!! I knew my husband was the one on our second date when I first kissed him. We had such amazing energy. Then we never fought for a year so I figured that had to be a huge sign..

Hopefully he'll surprise you with a visit soon! :)

Erica said...

Ughhh long distance is so tough! Josh and I had to do it for a while and I hated every minute! Keep your head up girl!

qiao said...

I really like the picture! Envy you for being able to find the one and be with the one!

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