Yesterday afternoon I began to terribly miss my Star (bf's name)... all days we spent together during my last trip in China came to my mind... although we didn't do anything special, well, yes, we spent few days in one of the best hotel in Shanghai (Hyatt). But what I most enjoyed were days that we stayed at home together doing Nothing. They were warm, calm and happy moments. Things that you married people are having everyday with your hubby is what I miss most: doing groceries together, watching TV together, cook together, dinner together. They're the most normal things in daily life, but I crave it terribly!!! oh.... God!!! How much happiness am I giving up doing this Ph.D?
Sorry, I know I'm not being myself.... I just need to take out what's inside me and there's no better place to do than here. Okay. let me end up this talk with a lovely photo of me and my hubby!!!now, back to yesterday' eats. Breakfast was another bowl of oat bran, 1/2 cup oat bran, 1/2 cup almond milk, 2 tbsp egg white, vanilla/cinnamon and 1/2 cup frozen blueberries.It was delicious!
Started working at 9am and had a break to have snack. Guess what I had? Mundies and goji chocolate muffins.They taste even better today!!!
Lunch came late (1.30pm): eel cooked with green onions, ginger and soy sauce. (I had to look on the dictionary to find its name).Sauteed bok choy and soy bean sprouts.Together with rice.Eel is a snake fish that is daily eats in China, I had it during my last trip and liked it. And as it's a very good source of nutrients and iron, I will have it more often.
Worked more and had snack late (6pm): a small fuji apple, AB and TrueDelight bar.Obviously the big and late snack ruined my appetite for dinner, so something simple: sauteed chinese mustard, sauteed sprouts, 1/2 steamed corn and small bowl of black rice porridge.And lastly, 1/4 cup of fage with cinnamon.Then, I went to bed and continued missing my hubby! That was an emotional day!
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